when will my life start

i just turned 19 and i feel the same

just as i do every other fuckin day

life isn’t bad but it isn’t great

and i’m just wondering how live it

moved back to college and made some friends

7 hours from home i miss my family again

classes are long and my life is all wrong

because i just don’t know how to live it

when will i finally be free and happy?

when will i love the person i’m trying to be?

when will i start living wrecklessly?

it’s been years and i have these same fears

that i’ll fail with nothing in my life to show for

but maybe someday soon my life will start