i like you

i like you. and i can’t even explain it but i just want to hold you and comfort you. i just want to see you smile. i want to be with you. and i want it to be okay for us to be together. i love grabbing your hand. i love just being near you and being able to touch you and tell you that everything is going to be okay. because it is. everything is going to be okay. and i wish you knew that. i wish i could hug you every morning and kiss you every night. i wish i could just love you and have you love me back. but i don’t think you do. i don’t think you want to be with me. i don’t think you want to live your life with me and be happy with me the way i want to do everything with you.

god if i could just hug you again. just feel your skin again. i think i’d be okay. but i’m not. i’m here waiting for you to message me back and i’m here waiting for you to tell me what you want and i’m here waiting for you. i’m waiting for you to like me back.

it’s infuriating and it’s fucking terrifying to me because i’m falling for you and i don’t know how to stop and i just need you to tell me to leave you alone or tell me that you like me back and want to work things out. but i need you to message me back. i just need to hear from you. but i just wanted you to know how i feel. and if you don’t feel the same way i’ll be okay. it’ll be okay.