Dec 14, 2020
Confused
I look in the mirror and I need clarity
I don’t know who I am
I used to be a bisexual female
then turned to a pansexual non-binary
and now am a pansexual genderqueer… I think
I don’t know what makes me happy anymore
I don’t know who I am anymore
These men want me to be a female and some days I’m okay with that but I don’t know if that’s me
I long for the days when I wasn’t so confused about me and my body
Now because I’m dysphoric I don’t know who I am and I don’t always like what I see
Then I question my reality when my relatives start to say to me “God made you a certain way and that’s what you should be”
I don’t know who I am anymore